Hey guys! I’m backkk. And better than ever. 😉
I took a little break from posting, kind of on accident, kinda not. I have been super busy & distracted with my new internship so I’ve been off track with posting. But I wanted to give you guys a little background on why I started blogging in the first place. I published my first post on May 8, 2017. So here I am now, a year later, & I’m ready to reflect.
I have said this before, but I’m going to say it again, because it’s super relevant & the whole reason I started blogging in the first place: I love writing. It’s my form of stress release & really fun & rewarding. I have kept a journal since I was probably about 10. It’s funny to look back & read my entries because I wrote, “I heart Justin Bieber” on every single page, hoping that would magically translate into him discovering me & loving me in real life. Alas, that didn’t happen, but I kept writing & still journal (most) every night. I mostly write about my day, but a lot of times it’s just about what’s going on in my life. It’s kinda like my Burn Book (Mean Girls reference to those of you who are uncultured) in a way too, because there are many entries that are solely about one person & what they did to make me mad/sad. hahaha.
This post isn’t about my journal though. It’s about how my love for writing & expressing myself through words, got me to where I am today. If you had asked 10-year-old me if I planned to go to college for journalism & start a lifestyle blog, I would’ve been like uh no, where are my ponies though?
When I entered college, I began to see so many people have hobbies turned side hustles. My roommate my freshman year actually had her own YouTube channel, & was/is very successful. I wanted to write for a magazine once I graduated & had an interest in fashion, recipes, working out… lifestyle stuff basically. I had a lot of free time my freshman year because I didn’t have a ton of friends, & didn’t work because I wanted to get adjusted to school first. I was following so many bloggers & influencers on Instagram & I started to wonder if I could do the same thing.
Second semester freshman year is when things started to happen. I got connected with a guy who had a side hustle & recruited me to help him with it. It was a blog of some sorts that talked about fashion & culture in Phoenix. I told him how I thought about starting a blog, & he was all for it. While it was my decision to start one, he really pushed me & motivated me & gave me the confidence to go for it. For that, I am forever grateful. Because while some may think I’m a super outgoing extrovert because I put my life out on the internet, I am actually the opposite. I am quite an introvert & it’s hard for me to put myself out there because I fear the judgement of others & failure. But once I had the push, there was no stopping me!!
When I first started my blog, it got a lot of attention because everyone was super excited to read it, & I was excited to post content. But eventually it slowed down after a couple of months. I’m not going to lie & say there hasn’t been days where I wonder why I’m even doing this. It is super frustrating to create content & write long posts just to realize I’m not getting a ton of views. But I remind myself daily that I’m doing it because I love it. And that’s honestly all that matters. 🙂
One day, I hope to turn my little slice of the internet into my career. Brainstorming & creating content, attending special events & working with brands & others is so fun to me. I love the creative industry because everyone is willing to help each other out, because we’re all in the same boat. Everyone I meet is so cute & nice!! I love helping others, so it’s literally a win-win.
There are days when I don’t feel like posting. There are days when I question why I put my opinion out in the world so anyone can read it & hate me for it. There are days when I wish Instagram didn’t exist, & there was no such thing as the internet. But at the end of the day, I am so, so grateful I went for it & created this blog. It has become my identity & I am so proud of it. I can’t wait to watch it grow & look forward to all of the opportunities that will come with it. Thank you to each & every one of you who has ever read my posts, took my blog pics, liked an Insta pic, collaborated with me, & encouraged me. I want to help YOU & give YOU something to look forward to, so your support is everything!!
with (lots of) love,